mums r v weird creatures
most of e times
they r naggy,irritating, totally ta bu leh ta han!
u jus feel like using a tape & tape their mouth
tho u know u can't
we feel that they dun understand us at all
& toking to them is a waste of breath

somehow
we have all forgot their importance
their contributing for us & this family
taking care of us since young
providing a comfortable environment
educate us
helping us run errands
taking care of us when we r sick
and much to mention....

during highest moments
we only thought of ourselves, friends
ask yourself
when have we once thought of our mum then
bt in times of crisis
when friends abandon us
when everything seems crashing dw
without hestitation
mums will always be e one jumping to our recuse
nv once say no to our requests
maybe its e theory of hen & chicks
when mummy hen will always try her best to protect her chicks despite wat

do you realise
its actually a blessing
to come home, having someone waiting for u
forcing u to eat medicine
nagging non-stop

mums r e ones who give e most bt ask for no returns
mums r e ones who suffer in silence
mums r e ones who will be there for us throughout
sometimes, no words is needed
she jus need to be there

i dyed my hair!
mashmellow brown
bt there isn't much diff unless under e lights
gd & bad in a way
gd-> my mum doesn't really like e idea of me dying my hair & so since she can't tell, I won't get naggings..hahahhahs
bad-> no diff, why bother dye sia! Zzz..LOl

oh ya, IF everything goes well, i'll get myself a canon digital camera by next month!
Wee~ (:

my life for e past few weeks revolve ard
-> School,fyp & work
so ppl i see nowadays r always e same few
classmates,fyp team mates, charcoalians
i wasn't quite used to it at 1st
thinking its so no life
schedule fully packed each day
tue,thur,fri schooling
mon,wed,fri,sat fyp
tue,thur,fri,sat,sun work
i missed my gd friends
nt meeting them for like weeks or even months
ppl like ser,min,rina,shiyu & jun
nt forgetting reatarded friends like wern,lychee,hana,danny,delon,dq,hua,sophia etc
nt being able to go for outings
reaching home at 1+ each night
these few weeks is crazy for me
i did grumble
bt eventually, i came to terms w it
everything will be back to normal after jan
at least tats wat i hope
i told ser how i felt, abt me being no life, no friends
i got a thrashing from her, as usual.
i began to realise, being alone might nt really be as bad as i thought it is
sometimes, it gives us space
a place to breath, away from "polluted air" haha
& these few weeks of isolation from usual self, or rather hiding from old friends
i really got to know more ppl,getting to know them better
be it those tt i alr know bt am nt familar w before or simply new friends
having fun tho we r nt really close
kinda bond well w them more now
esp my classmates & fyp mates
ppl like Terry,Samuel,Gary,Cassandra, Rui Qi, Joey, Kai ying, Siang hoon, Jermain,Jospehine,Wai Teng, Lester,Kelvin, jeff and sometimes even colin
these are things i nv thought would ever happen agn in poly life
they r like a bonus, a spark in my life tt comes in a bitter way?
i guess its hard to describe in words
unless u really know me well, u won't get to know why i feel tt way
anyways, bt tt doesn't mean i no nd my old friends okays!
i still do!
bt well, maybe some time to be alone for now......

i guess its hard for me to settle dw
at least for now


i've fyp @ 8.30am & work at 2pm tml
& i think i'm running a fever rite now
how great is tt
hahahhaa

love life,live life
bt most importantly
STAY ALIVE
hahahha (:


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for those who knows. (:

Several things i can't wait for right now!

-mid pt presentation
-Jb "crabbing" trip !
-pay!!
-dying hair!
-new camera!!
-indo trip!
-Xmas!
-shiyu's bday!
-FYP final submission
-FYP oral defense
-graduation!!
-TAIWAN!!

& i thought of path to take after graduation
1) work for 2 yrs, save up & get a honour degree for chinese at NTU
2) work for 2 yrs, save up & travel e world
3) work
4) internship @ cambodia? (likely impossible)

bt i've yet to think of wat to work as
navy?police?teacher? or jus some random jobs?
hmmm

to all unhappy souls in this world
this song is delicate to all of u 
let loose all ur displeasure!

i'm like super hooked ever since Terry show it to me in class jus now
a surreal master piece i shall say
enjoy~
F YOU,F YOU VERY VERY MUCH~

ps: Terry Lin Kian Yong you r a random retarded asshole joker
hahahhah!
(:

Seriously can't stand young milk guys BOYS!
immature,childish
still holding on to their milk bottles
think their gfs shall be their mums instead
wasting time looking after boi boi
waiting for boi boi to grow up & become a man ar?
u wait long long lo
4/5 yrs it shd be then
by then they dump u and find someone else
for god sake!
go find a real man!