02:51 am
i dyed my hair! mashmellow brown bt there isn't much diff unless under e lights gd & bad in a way gd-> my mum doesn't really like e idea of me dying my hair & so since she can't tell, I won't get naggings..hahahhahs bad-> no diff, why bother dye sia! Zzz..LOl
oh ya, IF everything goes well, i'll get myself a canon digital camera by next month! Wee~ (:
my life for e past few weeks revolve ard -> School,fyp & work so ppl i see nowadays r always e same few classmates,fyp team mates, charcoalians i wasn't quite used to it at 1st thinking its so no life schedule fully packed each day tue,thur,fri schooling mon,wed,fri,sat fyp tue,thur,fri,sat,sun work i missed my gd friends nt meeting them for like weeks or even months ppl like ser,min,rina,shiyu & jun nt forgetting reatarded friends like wern,lychee,hana,danny,delon,dq,hua,sophia etc nt being able to go for outings reaching home at 1+ each night these few weeks is crazy for me i did grumble bt eventually, i came to terms w it everything will be back to normal after jan at least tats wat i hope i told ser how i felt, abt me being no life, no friends i got a thrashing from her, as usual. i began to realise, being alone might nt really be as bad as i thought it is sometimes, it gives us space a place to breath, away from "polluted air" haha & these few weeks of isolation from usual self, or rather hiding from old friends i really got to know more ppl,getting to know them better be it those tt i alr know bt am nt familar w before or simply new friends having fun tho we r nt really close kinda bond well w them more now esp my classmates & fyp mates ppl like Terry,Samuel,Gary,Cassandra, Rui Qi, Joey, Kai ying, Siang hoon, Jermain,Jospehine,Wai Teng, Lester,Kelvin, jeff and sometimes even colin these are things i nv thought would ever happen agn in poly life they r like a bonus, a spark in my life tt comes in a bitter way? i guess its hard to describe in words unless u really know me well, u won't get to know why i feel tt way anyways, bt tt doesn't mean i no nd my old friends okays! i still do! bt well, maybe some time to be alone for now......
i guess its hard for me to settle dw at least for now
i've fyp @ 8.30am & work at 2pm tml & i think i'm running a fever rite now how great is tt hahahhaa
love life,live life bt most importantly STAY ALIVE hahahha (:
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